no one will read this. i just hate to see this part of the page blank. i've been neglecting my deviant page. *sad* i will put up more stuff. a new pic of myself. that's new. stupid page won't let me put it as my deviantid. whatever. i'll figure it out.

i want to sketch again. just with pencil.i feel like it's been forever. really i just did a lot with pen for a while. for like two or three years and i totally forgot about pencil. i miss it. i need to go to a park or something. people watch. sounds creepy. *rawr*

i went to the art institute for three quarters and i had to drop out. that school sucked. then i realized. i didn't want to sell people their sucky ideas that they want me to draw for them or create on illustrator. i want to do art for me. i don't care who thinks it sucks. who thinks i'm not taking correct advantage of the composition or shit. i'll try three or four times until i get it right. it's perfect in my head and i'll make it look good on paper.

so now here i am. no school to go to and working twenty hours a week at Petco for 7.50 a pop. Deviant's all i got right now.

so there, to no one who will read this. my life.